“I think I'm refusing to feel anything, securing myself with numbness, because my stay here is only temporary. And to feel joy would only make the pain of separation worse when I finally leave. The feeling is like that of deciding whether or not to forgive a cheating lover.”
thank you so much for following me back I briefly checked your ig link your puppies are angels and I'll read your content when I get back to Small Town 😭❤️
Can relate to your displacement and concerns re: money and costs of living here vs. Small Town. Also why I don't go out much, lahat mahal! Though for displacement, maybe it's because of the current circumstances and company. Could be better next time around 💗
hey b. i wrote to you on ig. i don't know na where to talk to you hahahahaha but seeing as we're committed to building our blog here, i'll message you here and on substack dm. I dearly wanted to meet you and our other classmates but alas di talaga kaya. dalawa lang na meet ko and that's because they're within proximity. i need to secure a job and some funds first because the store can only really give me survival mode money. so when the time comes magkikita talaga tayo.
grabe talaga. i feel like there was a time here when I would go out with only 200 pesos and I can eat a snack and buy a small bunch of school supplies. now parang wag na mag effort kung 200 lang dala mo. pamasahe na lang.
i think i'll be here until Saturday morning. father is torturing me with all these go-to's pero keri lang. i really hope to see you soon!
“I think I'm refusing to feel anything, securing myself with numbness, because my stay here is only temporary. And to feel joy would only make the pain of separation worse when I finally leave. The feeling is like that of deciding whether or not to forgive a cheating lover.”
I love these lines.
thank you so much for following me back I briefly checked your ig link your puppies are angels and I'll read your content when I get back to Small Town 😭❤️
You’re very welcome! Safe travels!
Until when are you gonna be here?
Can relate to your displacement and concerns re: money and costs of living here vs. Small Town. Also why I don't go out much, lahat mahal! Though for displacement, maybe it's because of the current circumstances and company. Could be better next time around 💗
I hope Father isn't getting conned 🤞
hey b. i wrote to you on ig. i don't know na where to talk to you hahahahaha but seeing as we're committed to building our blog here, i'll message you here and on substack dm. I dearly wanted to meet you and our other classmates but alas di talaga kaya. dalawa lang na meet ko and that's because they're within proximity. i need to secure a job and some funds first because the store can only really give me survival mode money. so when the time comes magkikita talaga tayo.
grabe talaga. i feel like there was a time here when I would go out with only 200 pesos and I can eat a snack and buy a small bunch of school supplies. now parang wag na mag effort kung 200 lang dala mo. pamasahe na lang.
i think i'll be here until Saturday morning. father is torturing me with all these go-to's pero keri lang. i really hope to see you soon!